12.05.2009

To whom this may concern,





I'm a BIG procastinator, and i get sidetracked by cyberspace wayyy tooo much.
Gooday.

"What's Good w/ the Morning Text" *females, guys can read too*

Lol. That's my little sayingg

But ok this is how I put it. If you and someone are "talking" or you think maybe you and someone are talking and you're not really sure if you get that MORNING TEXT then umm booboo that's a instant verification to let you know that there isss somethingg lol

now lets move on to the feeling of a MORNING TEXT, it's like they're sweetest thingss ever. They never dissapoint guys *remember that* lol .. Sadly, i haven't recieved one in a minute. Actually i have ...Hmm, but nvm i wouldn't catergorize it as the type of morning text i'm talking about in this post.

Ok, now let me set it straight. Every guy that sends you a MORNING text it doesn't mean ya'll are talking. A MORNING TEXT kinda just seals the deal w/a person that you may think ya'll are talking ,but not really sure :)

*If you feel indifferent w/ this post than so be it, just my pov.*

12.02.2009

so i really need to put some pictures on this blog. like wtf has this turned into a freaking book???! and even so like what's good on the children books?!? Lol

I promise New Pics Coming Soon

Someone just told me that i'm just like Bella from Twillight, but less pshyco.

"Maybe this decision was a mistake you probably dont care what I have to say but it's been heavy on my mind for months now guess i'm tryna clear some mental space I would love to talk to you in person but I understand why that can't e I'll leave you alone for good I promise If you answer this one question for me I just wonder...
Do you ever think of me, anymore, Do You?" - Ne-Yo

I swear that verse fits my situation PERFECTLY, it's quite freighting. Today was horrible for me I just couldn't stop thinking of this one person. Every little thing I did/ saw this kid would pop into my mind. I went to McDonalds the one next to Lifetime in Sugarland and BOOM i thought of him. He alwayss would be at Lifetime; homeboy pratically lived there. Everytime he was on his way to the gym we'd make deals that when he got there he'd STAY IN THE CAR [cause if he went inside he'd get disracted] and talk to me for 5-10 mins before he'd go in.
All day today i was just around town, w/ my aunt who was doing errands. Everytime we'd go to a new place POW! he came into my mind. How? Cause he was always doing errands for someoneeee. And we'd be on the phone throughout the whole time of him doing whatever! He'd whine to me about how busy he is, and how he can't be doing these errands folks be sending him on and everything and i'd always tell him " Why don't you tell them that you have stuff to do?!"
The last thought of him was when i went to grocery store. I had got some Starburst gummies, as i popped the first 2 in my mouth BAM! He came intoo my mindd. Starburst gummy is his favorite type of candy, well at least one of them.

-- Theyy were wayy more, but like it's crazy how all these random things can make you think of one person. I guess cause we were so close and since we were always talking and i learned so much about him everything comes to my mind. Like everytime i pass a Whataburger or Buger King it's like he's right there.

It's crazy

Question.

Why do people type like this : Where are you going, ? or Where are you goin`?, or Where are you going;? it's Where are you going?

..Get it? Ugh, it pisses me off. Do we not know where commas belong or how to you these puncuation marks??

Get it together people.

"ohhh it's the first of the month, Bone Thug lookin' boy"

It was 4th pd, World History AP. I don't belong in there, but my teacher disagrees. We had to write a DBQ Essay. Ask me what that is, i couldn't tell you. I get to class and she starts passing out the documents we need to write essay. I look down and notice that this was the same thing she passed out yesterday and told us to look over ..the day before. The thought "omg i didn't understand this" freezes into my mind. I started to read the directions, then began reading the document. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS READING. Soon my eyes begun to glisten, and a tear crawls down my cheek. I'm CRYING???!! I start crying harder and harder, however i made sure i didn't disrupt my peers infront of me. 30 minutes pass and i finished reading all the documents. However, i didn't have a single trait of led on my paper.

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Then i thought to myself ARE YOU CRYING??!!!!!! Whaaaaaaaaattt. First of I'm crying over a VERY STUPID reason. I mean getting my work done and good grades are needed but am i really crying over this i mean it's not even a major grade [however i DO NEED high daily grades in that class] and 2nd of all I DON'T CRY! [It hurts.] .. and even the rare times i cry i don't in public... Then i thoughht about it ... then i remembered that BEING A GIRL IS A PAIN.

UltraSensitiveSelf.

12.01.2009

#random.

SO i was just think about all this cute nicknames people have, and in class I was like i'm gonna name my child Kim so they can call her Kimmie. Then right now i just thought to myself " I Wish I went to a Black School, so they could call me ReRe" Lmao. I'm so DUMB!