I wish my ipod wasn't dead right now. It's funny that i'm saying this b/c i never listen to my ipod, i forget that i have one.

Tell me about yourself?

.. I get asked that question, and my response is alwayss ughhh, i don't know. Simply cause sometimes i really don't know what to say. Today though i think i got it..hmm i love being in this deep thought mode.

Young girl, who's mentally and psychically mature.
Understanding, confused ...sometimes hypocritical.
Always trying to do her best ...however laziness can get the best of her.
Moods can swing, as fast as baseball bats ..sometimes she can take control.
Respectful girl, who just wants what she gives off.
Loves getting deep with others, and those strong relations ...sometimes she holds back.
Nice, loving, sweet, and caring ...however if she don't like you expect less.
Wishes the caged birs would sing, `cause she was told when the caged bird sings
there would be
Then she asks herself, is that realistic? because she knows it isn't.
....but she wishes it was ALL THE TIME <3

Wow ok,

So today somebody stole my moneyy. My gshock moneyyyy!!!! ahah ok not necessairly buttt OMGGGGGG i'm so mad right now. Somebody had the audacity to go into my wallet and take my 100 dollar bill. Omggg what the hell... i planned to do alot w/ that money. :( i'm so sad. you could be like why did u take a 100 dollars to school, but like never really think about that. I just always keep my money in my wallet and just always take my wallet evevrywhere with me. Mann this sucks. And i told my daddy and i feel bad cause it was his money, and like he could've gave that money to my brother or something or likeee done something with it. Ugh this sucks mann. Tommorow every class i go to, i'm charging each single personn up! aha seriously though.


Quick thought.

I think my tracks are getting loosee??? :/

about to go get chinese :)


Aha so like i'd always think to myself like why i have no followers lol i think stuff like that. But like i just figured out why. I hid my followers box, so that means no one can click on the FOLLOW thing. Hmmm, i can't believe it took me this long to figure out why. So now im gonna unhide it. Man all i've been doing today is listening to Michael Jackson; he's the BEST. Ughh idk what im doing today. Tay's sleep self is stillll sleeping, so idk if i'm going shopping w/ her anymore. We'll see.



Hey i got long hair, maybe i'll post a picture of my hair. I should actually.. i love it [so does Daniel lol]
p.s. my hand are showing in both picutes just to show off my nail polish hehehe i love that color.


So i just saww my last post and that shit is LONGGG!!!


It's nearly 7o'clock in the morning. I was ready to go to school. I took the car keys to wait in the car. I had to unlock it manually, so i open the car or w/e then i did what i had to do then threw the car keys on the driver seat. As soon as the door slammed I noticed how I pressed the button down instead of pressing it up. So that means I locked the door instead of unlocking it; plus I left the keys in the car. Omg, it all happened too fast. I was so scared likee what was i gonna say?? I go back into the house and was like, "omg your gonna kill me". "What happened?", they asked. "Ummm.." i said nervously. "Just say it!", they demanded. "Umm, i accidentally locked to car doors, and the keys are in the car." i responded. Lord knowd how hard it took me to say that. My heart was pounding out of my chest, and my palms were sweaty as i was trembling. STAY TUNED.

Lol whaaaattt? That intro was good huhh???? I mean I could work on the first sentence so it could grab your attention more, but overall I did i good job. Man i'm back on this writing scene lol. Ahaha I didn't have any intentions doing all that, but it just happened as i planned to tell ya'll about my day. Okay i'm gonna continue but the rest isn't gonna be like that cause the story is kinda long.

Okay so after i told my aunty that she didn't really get mad at me. However, i felt SO bad the whole ride to school. We had to take the other car. As usual we had to wait for forever cause that school is like hella packed. Ahaha and in the car she noticed that her tags were expired, and was like freaking out. But anyways the day goes by and i notice how i left my phone at home. It's the end of the day and i call my aunty to see if she's here and she was like i can't go no where i told wale to tell you to ride the bus. Of course she didn't tell me anything so i'm likee ok i'll find a ride. However, at that point in time like everyone was already gonee, i mean nobody stays on friday. So i roamm around schoolll and it's like deadd. School got out at 2:30 and around this time it's like 3:20 i got to the musical hall,and there's a little ice cream party going onn. I get some of that then leave. Then i continue to walk around. Ended up going to the girls open gym, stayed there for like 5mins. Then walkedd again, and saw all these chinese people. They were jerking and i got them to teach me lol. I stay over there and start talking to them for a little bit. I met these guys who dance. They're like a b-boy creww and we were talkingg it was cool. I asked them if they have any girls and they we're like no. And i told them they need to get like and extraaa dope girl in their creww and i was like if you do that then it would make your crew like 10x better. They thought about it thenn they agreed, we talked somemoreee. They we're cool. After i got up and started walkinggg, tryna see if the boys open gym was over. Of course it wasn't at this point it's like almost 4 o'clock, so i go back and start talking to these other asian people, actually it was a couple. They had been going out for 10 mnths. They we're so cuteee, i was asking them questions about there relationshipp it was cutee :). After that i sit down for like 15 mins. I see if the boys open gym is over again, and this time it was. So I make my way over to that side of the school and just sit theree. Finallllly Dj comes out and was like "Ore! what are you still doing at school?!It's like 4:40 nowww. I was likee I toldd you i don't have a way homeeeee, and i was like how are you getting home? He told me how he was going to victor's house then they're going to eatt so i was likeee ugghhhhhhh. Then he was like imma call Josh to come get you,and i was like oh ok. Remember guysss i didn't have a phone or anything so i couldn't call anyone..back to story... So after he told me that i gotup and start walking around, but then i went back to that spot i was when i saw Dj and thank God i did just at that time. Dj had came inside the school looking for me, and when i was coming back he was walking back outside. If i didn't go back i wouldn't have seen him and the miracle wouldn't of happen. Dj told me to come outside and get in the car with him cause he was gonna take me to Subway to meet Josh. I get in the car and Victor and this boy named Anthony we're in there also the boy who was driving Keenen? i thinkk is his name. Anyways so he starts drivingg and they're talkingg that kid Anthony is funny lol. Sooner or later we get to Subway, so i walk in there and Josh looks at me surprised. I was like Dj ain't tell you? He was gonna drop me off here so you can take me home. Thennn that nigga tells me he doesn't have his car, and he doesn't even know how he's gonna get home. I was like FML..so i call aunty and tell her where i'm at. But when i was on the phone with her she told me how she got the key out. I was like thankk the lord! but she also told me that imma have to wait cause she has to go meet a client. Subwayy was pretty cool. Josh some boy i had met a while back was there, a girl from my school, this boy named quezz, and this boy named chris was there. I get myself a drink and get comfortable. Those people there are funny lol. I asked josh if i could get a free sub, but they we're low on bread so i had to get one w/ a discountt. I wasn't trippingg. But yeahh so i'm at subwayyy for a minuttteeee. Then finally auntyy comes and i go home.

The end.

p.s. i really like my intro. My english teacher was talking about how we're gonna start personal narratives. Hah! i know what i'm writing about lol



So i'm on twitter, and i'm at Zoe Kravits page (if it's really her) ..and she tweets "so i saw Lauren London she's pregnant so sad what a shame" ahahahhaha that's so funny and a little bit meann but ayyy that's what she feel.

Anyways heyy mann! It's felt like i haven't blogged in yrs. School started on Monday, yuck but it is getting better as the week goes by. So right now i have really hot topics in my head to blog about. I think i'm gonna only blog about one right now though. It's 9:14 and i need to finish my hw and eat dinner by 10:30. I think i'm going to blog about the first day of school though b/c if i blog about the other topic i might come into a rage and start to think all hard and that's not healthy for my brain right now cause like i did say i'm doing my homework.

First day of schoo was whooo! Who know's. It didn't like suck or was bad it was just real wierd and boring plus i was super tired. I actually didn't start school till like fourth pd. b/c i had to get some stuff together. So fourth pd was world history ap. I've never been in an ap, honors, gt.. class before so like when i saw that on my schedule i was like whaaat who put me in this class? But then i relized i checked it on my course selection thing cause all that history, geograph social study crap is super easy for me. As i'm walking into class i see the girl Drea. She didn't even recognize it was cutee lol.So i walk in kinda scared and the first person i see is Krista i sit right next to her cause she's like the only person i know. The first thing i said to her was "why am i in here" and she was likee "me tooo, did you do the summer vocab stuff." and im over here all dumbstruck cause a girl didn;t know about any summer work no one told me so i was like "whaaaat?" and she was telling me how she didn't know about anything either. Like 2 min. go into the class and i see sabina who's been sitting there the whole time, and i didn't notice. so i yell "Sabina!" and she looks up and like says "omgg. get up and give me a hug" a second later class actually starts. The teacher starts talking, she's nicee cool, but the whole time me and krista are talking about how we're gonna drop the class blah blah blah (but i don't think we are anymore b/c this stuff is actually interesting and easy.. well we haven;t really wrkd yet) so the bell rings and i'm in the hall way walking and like i can't get anywhere cause the hallways are like crazyy packed. I hate crowed hallways, so it was very disturbing. I go to chemistry and see Brionne! I was happy.. i also saw Erika, Abida, Tega!!!, and some other people who are like acquantices. So this teacher gives us assigned seats. Andd i was likeeee ewwww. But it's all good thoughhh. Then we go to lunch. I have first lunch, last yr i had third lunch. I wish i had third lunch so bad though cause everybody's in there. Anyways, i sit w/ Brionne, Taylor and Mae. And some other black girls, it;s cool though. The lunch lines are of course crazy cause like a thousand ppl are in my lunch literally, so i just go to the vending machines. Lunch is over i go back to chemistry we play some games. The teacher is cute and youngg, she met her fiance in the 6th gradee. I was likee awwwwwwwwww :D i wanna be just like you lol! Then after that class i go to french. And like everybodddyy is in there. I was like that's wassssssup. Of course me, erika, alexis sit together .. and also like catherine (bad ass) and tissy. We start talking, the class is just extra loud and funnyy. There's a boy named Patrick and his voice is EXTRA deep and he's a freshman i was like huhh? Then like 5 minutes later the bestiee Daniel walks in. He lost his schedule so he didn't know where to go ahaha poor boy. I love him. That class is like extra crunck.. the only person missing is the husband Emmanuel aha. So we start talking blah blah blah class is over. Me and Daniel are walking together in the hallway it still is crazy.. and i don't see anybody i know just a whole bunch of random people. I'm walking down the stairs and i see Emmanuel and i was like "Emmanuel! give me a hug!!!!" ahah so we hug and i see sunny we hug alsoo then i continue walking to basketball. Ugh by that point i was like extraaaaaaaa tired. Coach Harris just talks about the season and stuff for like 45 mins. I'm trying so hard not to go to sleep cause lord knows what he'll do. He's finally done and i start talking to Aya.. she's telling me how she's quitting and stuff. I'm still on the fence about it; idk yet. Then behind me is Dani, i could see her looking at me through my paraphell vision so i turn around and go "Hi Dani" and she was like "Omgosshh ore, i didn't even recognize you! blah blah blah" it was cute. Finallyyy! the bell rings and i just go straighttt to my car so i can go home.

The End, that was my day.

P.s. i really wanna upload pics, but my phone won't let me pic. mail stuff to my email for some reason :/

Update: As the days go by, it;s getting better. It's still kinda weird how i have no classes w/ people i had with last yr and stuff and how like my schedule is so different but it's cool. Now i'm actually seeing people like today i saw Mandy, Karla and Brianna and likee Ricky, Chris, Dylan, and some other people. I can't really complain much.


Sayy shawtyy,

So ok last night I was like going crazy b/c my charger wasn't working right. Like it was broken and I didn't know how it got broken. Like for 45 minutes last night i was tryna get this charger to work. Moving ways and adjusting the wire thing since the wire thing was kinda torn. So finally last night i get it to work, but in the middle of the night i heard the little beep that it makes when it stops charging. But i was like ahh w/e mannn. So I'm at my cousins house and they have a maid named Anna, and Anna got a samsung phone. Me knowing that, i go find her charger and stick it into mine to see if it would charge my phone, and it doess. Also on anna's charger there's a yellow arrow. Also on myy charger there's a yellow arrow. And on Anna's charger the yellow arrow is kinda faded so it's like a yellowish white, and when i saw that i was like hmmm, my charger is like that too. So i go back to my charger the broken oneand i look at the arrow but instead of it being yellow it's black?. And i'm like hooooollllldddd up, i'm pretty sure that my charger has the yellow arrow on it so i'm like hmmmmm. Did this lady switch our chargers??! And like it makes sense; when i saw her charger and it went into my mines i was like hmmm i should switch it. But then i was like nahhh that's not right. But Anna may of not have thought the same way as me. You knoww? I mean her REAL charger is broken, so why wouldn't she switch it with one that isn't. Lady thinking she slick huh??

But it's alrightt though imma call my Daddy, and see what he says. Plus i know if i tell him my chargers broken imma get in trouble. Cause if you don't know me there's always something wrong with my phones. SO basically what i'm saying is that i think Anna switched me and hers charger.



Who the hell wears scarves in the sumer, that was so last summer.

UGHHHHHH roek;arlwgjeruo I'm such in a pissy mood right now grr. i wanna cry grrrrrrrr. i don't feel like typing why cause it's to much to type so i guess i'll jusut go nuts kejrgewr'dlkwkrfjk;fhr gv'o;lkjfkhljfklsejjakhsfjklszjdgjwghjkwscmvwlthgpwjgknnuwjflmnhgojlmugt. suck pussy

I SPY...




They're IT; i f'n LOVE IT




So this week is the last week till school starts. I haven't gone back to school shopping yet. I'm going this weekend, and I really don't want to b/c it's gonna be tax free weekend and everywhere's gonna be mad packed. But that's like the only time I have since this week is gonna be super busy for me. Ayyyy, i'm getting my hair done again this week. I'm getting long hair :) i was supposed to on Friday, but i got a touch up that day instead. So now this week i'm getting my longgg hair. Long hair, don't care shawtyyyyy :) lol

Pleaseeeeee click on the link!


I noticed I start alot of my post with"Sooo"



So school is starting in 1wk. It's so bittersweet though. I wanna go back to school to see all my friends and stuff, but then i don't wanna have to do all the work school contains. Ughhhhh, i just got a text from my friend Mandy and like i miss her super much, and she was like "Ah i'm excited for school only cause ill be seeing you more!" and that's trueeeeeeeee. Like i said i'm looking forward for school just to see my friends. Hmm i guess it's true, you can't get have your cake and eat it too.

Pish Posh

bang bang bang!

i'm bout to hit the sheets. Ebunny said she's too scared to sleep by herself on the bed, so i gotta wake her up. It's crazy how little kids have the most meaningless fears. Aha supposedly i was like that too so can't say too much. Uh my hair is all wavy now from the headtie i wore tonight..mess. Speaking of hair today i saw this girl who's like my mom's cousins daughter and she had cut off all her hair cause she wanted to go natural. Ahh she looked good too, i wish i was brave enough to do that.

shugaaa sweet.

Eat it up babay.


My sweetie

So this evening I went to an engangement, and it wasn't like a normal engangement party it was an African engangement. I had to wear african clothes, but I didn't have any of mines b/c i'm not at home right now. Soooooo i wore some of my aunty's clothes, and it was like the old style types. There's a name for it, but i don't remember but it's like a blouse and wrapper. I also wore a head tie, and she also gave me some jewerly. The engangement was cool. I'm glad that i have like an unique culture cause like not everybody does.

Here's a picture of me after:



So i'm at the hospital right now. It's freezing cold..my fingers are like hard and i'm hungry. I think i'm gonna ask my granny for money so i can get food from some vending machine. I have a new baby cousin. His name is Taj and he's big. 8.7 lbs and 21 in. Ah so i just thought of something..i'm probally gonna be here all day and i'm Too hungry from all that. I'm blogging from my phone hehehe. It's fun. Ugh i'm so bored. Heyyy at the hospital they have the se teeny diapers and they're so cute! So okay i have something to blog about. My granny is on the phone with my uncle and she gave him the phone to talk to his baby [Taj] and he goes i love you so much and i miss you but he hasn't even seen the baby. Is that possible? I honestly don't think so. Many people feel obligated to say that they love someone just because they're family. I know i'm like that also, but ay it is what it is. On the flip side i just got food. A sandwich and popsicle lol



I think i've found my 2 new favorite celebrities. Well they're not really full on celebrites. One's accesory/shoe designer Melody Ehsani, and the other is stylist Mariel Haenn.

(l-r Mariel Haenn, Melody Ehsani)

I'm thinking i'll go into further dept about these two ladies in my other blog: http://www.hautemistress.blogspot.com!



Phone Call.

Lol talking to Dj, and Papa's in the background. These boys are SO FUNNYYYYYYY!!!! Lol i LOVE them <3